No matter what the season, it feels like autumn. The feelings in my heart are like autumn leaves falling to the ground. Tears flow like autumnal downpours. A sudden wind picks up and my thoughts are tossed. Fearlessly, I wander under lightening that cracks before the coming of the rain, shivering from the cold, it is so cold, and I feel as if I am saying to the grim reaper, "See me, here I am." Nothing seems to warm me. My body might be warm, but my soul is cold. I feel like racing off somevvher ...